Is The System A “god”? What I Know Now
Perhaps because I have never experienced the death of a loved one up until recently I am delving into deep corridors. I’ve been reviewing and evaluating the his-story of Jim by hitting rewind on the tape cassette over and over. My conclusions are not popular and may cause some…
Looking Back 2020 Not Sugar Coating
Dear Jimi, As I sit musing upon all that “was”, I find myself experiencing a soup pot of emotions that range from adoration to anger to confusion to disappointment to absolute love. I feel a little crazy right now. It is a little exhausting. One thing I know, for…
Jimi’s Passing Wasn’t Easy
(Warning: this letter is graphic as it shares the experience of Jimi’s passing. If you are sensitive, don’t read it) Life isn’t that simple although I appreciate the simple way of life. I wish death was simple. Life can be messy, tangled and torn. Death can be the same. …
The Cancer Protocol We Wanted to Do
We didn’t have a chance. In my work, I have helped people create a protocol for their healing. I realize I just provide the road map and they do the work. It is very hard work when you are dealing with cancer. It is not easy and it…
Jimi’s Cancer – The Untold, Unfolding Story
Dear Jimi, Well, my love, i now know the terror of this evil-cancer as you did through your experiences in life. I am still wading through the frustration, grief and “what the fuck happened” shit. I am feeling a stir up of powerful moods from untold and hidden stories swirling…