A diary of my experiences put into the ether-net! The Purple Carrot Club was seeded by my late partner Jim after a pretty intense operation to remove cancer masses from his body. When he returned from the operation he quite emphatically ordered me to grow Purple Carrots. That was on New Year 2020. He left us 4 weeks later. I took him seriously, his request and the carrots are growing. This site is one of those carrots
This website is soup pot of sharing from my life experience. In the alchemy of suffering and the following of dreams I am recording each step. I don’t really know why but I know I ask the difficult questions and challenge the programs that have contained us.
Maybe I share this site to remember and keep Jim alive? Maybe it is so my grand-daughter, Kaya, whom Jimi and I adored will know our story and experience? Kaya was removed from our worlds abruptly and totally before he left. Maybe this is for my daughter whom I love dearly and whom confuses me in her abandonment of our bond? She turned away from me and disconnected into a world of her own and has not connected, in love, since Jimi passed? Maybe this is for you, who reads my posts so that perhaps my words of discernment and vulnerability help you and give you strength in these times of turmoil? And, maybe this is just for me and an echoing voice into the wild corridors of our collective sounds?
I am alchemizing life in words as it presents to me on this journey. My words can be messy, logical, irrational and sensical. Whatever it is for you, for me, it is a collection of muses; the ups and downs! I write to discern. I write to heal. I write because our “real” words are important in a world that manipulates us.
Below is a timeline of the articles written (most current first). Jim was a force to be reckoned with and he remains in my words in this blog….
Who am I?
It is not so much who am I but why I am here. I don’t really know the answer but I do seek and search. I have left the western world to discover myself and what it means to be human. I am in process of creating many natural paths of medicine, self sufficiency and lost art alchemy. There are not many teachers in this regard so I experiment and make many failures. I have sacrificed a lot in the last year and suffered deeply. I trust and imagine the difficult medicine is for a purpose.…read more…